Day 4 Practice
Today was my 4th day of practice. I warmed up earlier in the day for about 15-20 min and then this evening I worked on "Theres a Fine Fine Line" and my pop song.
Total= 60 min
I started to get really anxious while practicing this evening. The more and more I sing each day, I realize how badly I want to be confident with my singing but I just don't feel it yet. As I was listening to the tapes from a lesson I had with Kurt this past weekend I got pretty down on myself. As dancers, we constantly look at ourselves in the mirror and critique every part of our body, movement, our entire image and listening to myself on my voice recorder is just no different. It's funny that we just want to get to the end result and be good, great, or the best at something but this is a journey and it takes hard work to make it. I have put in and am still putting in the hard work, sweat, blood, torn ligaments, pulled hamstrings, and tears into my dancing and now it's time to do the same with my voice. I think we are sometimes afraid that the efforts and hard work we put into something will not turn into rewards.That is my fear now.. but I have a goal and so for now I will trust in Kurt and the people in my life helping me on this 30 day journey and I will trust in the universe. By remaining positive, pushing those negative thoughts aside hopefully I will reach my goal.
To the rest of my fellow friends in this challenge... You can do it! It's going to be great!!!!
and I leave you with my favourite quote by a singer herself.. Madonna
"When you work hard to get somewhere you know it's where you TRULY want to be"
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